jaime3095

The aftermath

2005-07-20T09:36:44Z

well i am back after finishing HBP. I actually finished it on sunday but i think i made damn good time. I didnt start it until 1:30 Friday night and i still went to the bar on Saturday so i would say it took me approx 20 hours to read. not bad at all. i recieved a few awhs and shocked looks when friends saw how far i was into the book and i think Drew was a little upset because i didnt spend enough time playing Diablo with him but he soon got over that.

Now i am going to discuss how i felt about the book so if you havent finished yet turn back now!!! do NOT scroll down...

Can you say holy shit. i was not expecting this type of twist in the book. We knew the war was begining but i was not expecting Snape to actually turn on the Order and in such a horrible way. Think of the Irony here. He murdered the one person who had enough faith in him to take him under his wing and keep him safe. This makes you think back to book 4 when Voldy was talking about the 3 death eaters who were missing. Was Crouch really the loyal servant at Hogwarts that Voldemort was talking about?

Now that the biggest shocker in my opinion is out of the way it is time for the rest of the excitement of the book. I know a lot of shippers that are upset right now. i think it was a smart move to have Harry and Ginny hook up. I read a comment that someone said and totally agreed, Harry is pretty much a Weasley already, why not make it official. I do believe that they will get back together if they both survive book 7 and make cute little red headed, green eyed babies.

When i read that Fleur and Bill were getting married i laughed because of all of the shippers who were so die hard on that fact. I personally thought it was far fetched but JKR surprised us again. I do like the fact that JK made Fleur stick around after the incident. I truely thought she would be half way back to France when she found out how badly Bill was hurt.

So how about Draco??? He did mostly what he was told to do. he arranged for the death eaters to get into the castle and cornered Dumbledore but that hesitation gives me hope that my jail bait crush is still redemable. JK showed that Draco still does have restraint. I still have some hope that he will turn to the side of the order but that could just be my lust talking...hehe.

Alright, i know i didnt talk about everything that deserves to be talked about but someone is killing demons in diablo and needs my help... Have fun everyone and remember Cederic!!!!

The night we are all waiting for

2005-07-15T23:19:20Z

I know that i havent written in awhile but things have been a little hetic around here. so many things going on, i am surprised i have kept afloat. Since i paid for a membership on this site i am thinking that i should start using it again for no other reason but to have a place to vent and keep sain. I will not do that right now since i dont have that much time but in the near future some of you may hear things that you do not like. more on that later.

So here we are, the last hours of suspense until we get a chance to find out who the Half Blooded Prince really is. I never reserved a copy of the book because i didnt know where i was going to be when it came out. well stupid me since i am sitting on my ass in front of my computer in Fort Worth. One piece of good news is that my university book store is having a midnight party so hopefully i can pick up a copy there tonight. i think i will be the only idiot sitting in a bar tonight reading HP. i cant wait to see some peoples faces... hehe. i am going to head to the bookstore when i drop drew off at the bar to make sure they have some copies available. it is a short walk from the bar but i dont want to get my hopes up and then just crash. I have to say that i am jealous of those who already have their books because of the time difference. i hope you are all happy with yourselves reading before we even get a chance to pick up the book ;)

Well right now the delima of my life is if i will ever be happy. i know i have made some good and bad choices in my life and i dont regret any of them but i have come to a point where i ask if a choice i know to be good will end up making life difficult in the long run. I know life isnt suppose to be easy but what if something you choose made it more difficult then it is meant to be. that is what i have been comtiplating for the past couple days. i dont know how i keep getting myself into messes but i seem to be a magntic for them. i guess it goes hand and hand for always falling for the bad boys... hehe. I cant go into detail right now because of roaming eyes but i am sure i will post again tonight and explain.

I miss you all and i am sorry for my absence. i will do my best never to have this long of a period go by again.

HAPPY HARRY POTTER DAY!

I am back in texas and still alive

2005-02-10T00:12:22Z

well i made it back from New Orleans in one piece. well i dont know if you can really say one piece since my face is pretty much burnt to a crisp and has started peeling. Drew thinks it is funny to point out the odd pattern that my face decided to burn in. Since the sun was blocked by the buildings only one side of my face was burned. i joke around that i am pretending to be the phantom of the opera but instead of a white mask i have bright red blotches and dry skin. once i get the pictures developed i am sure yall will be able to see what i am talking about.

I had a lot of firsts over the weekend. Not only was my first time in Louisiana and New Orleans but i was able to expierence a lot of things. I had Crawfish for the first time. For those who dont know crawfish are a little lobster looking things that live in the mud and in creeks. They are a common cajan entree. You boil them with potatos, onions, mushrooms, corn, and spices and they are just to die for. I loved them. I was watching Jeremy (the guy whose house we stayed at) cooking them so i could do it again some time. i wont have all the crazy stuff they had to cook them but i think i can figure something out. I mean they had propaine burners and a pot that had to of held 20 or 30 gallons. it was nuts.

after dinner, a bunch of us went down to burbon street. i am sure most of you know what that is but for those who dont i will explain. Burbon street is the tourist place to go during mardi gras. it is nothing but bars, clubs, and shops. basicly you go down there to get drunk, try to cox females to show their goods, and look at all the people who are on the balconies doing the same exact thing. It was so crowded down there it was nutty. I had a few lude things done to me but it wasnt a big deal. i caught a decent amount of beads just on burbon and i didnt even flash anyone. thats right fellas, my shirt stayed on to the disapointment of a few. we didnt leave burbon til around 3:30 am and let me tell you, i was piss drunk. i had to lay my head on the door of the car i was in on the way home and close my eyes just to keep from throwing up.

Saturday we did nothing but parades. Drew has been telling me about the parades for weeks and they were even better then he had decribed them. there just arent words for them. the floats were so gorgeously created. I can see why there are people in this world that do nothing but design and build these floats and make rediculous money doing it. The night parade was some what of a disapointment though. Not really the parade its self but the fact that it was fucking freezing outside. i couldnt concentrate on anything other then the fact that i was shivering so bad. we watched some of the parade and then it just stopped coming. we knew that it couldnt of been over yet. We all decided that we were just going to go back to the house since all of us were exhusted and just plain cold.

I really had a blast and i would do it again. i may fly down next time though cause even though the drive was only 8 hours, that was a long freakin time in a car with 5 other people. If any of ya want to hear the more risque stories that i dont feel comfortable posting on here, you know how to get a hold of me...

love yall

time to disapear

2005-02-03T10:53:55Z

I know it has been awhile but i thought this was an important time to update since i am going to be disapearing for the weekend. Thats right, Jaime is going to the biggest party in america. I am off to New Orleans to get drunk with the best of them. I know some people are going to be wondering where the hell i have run off too so in case i dont talk to certain people (you know who you are)i wanted to make sure you knew where i was so you didnt get all mother goose on me. I am heading down to N.O. tomorrow night with Drew, Marcos, and a bunch of other people. Drew was able to talk me into running away for the weekend for the hell of it. i hope i dont regret this when i get back. Dont worry everyone i will have plenty of pictures and i will even try to keep them clean but i cant promise anything.

I promise to be a good godd. you all know that i am not one to show off my body so there is no worries of finding me plastered all over the internet. if you do find pictures please let me know cause i can promise you that it isnt my body. I really should be getting some sleep right now but you all know me, if it is dark out i am not oing to be sleeping. Right now i am watching Road house with Drew. I cant believe i have never seen this movie.

Thanks for the help on my story Nathan. you always bail me out of my gramical mock ups. I will try to send you the other story when i am done with it. i am going to be working on it the whole time we are driving there and back. I am actually thinking about starting to work on it again right now. it is only 5 am... i can always sleep later. Till next time, have fun everyone and i will catch ya'll up with the funness later.

jaime3095 @ 2005-01-13T17:48:00

2005-01-14T00:07:13Z

hello hello everyone. i have popped in to post some pictures that i just got developed. i have had a few requests for newer pictures so here yall go...

so this is Lori and I. What can i say, i love this girl. i am so happy she is recovering from her surgery so quickly and she has been able to join us at the pub. This picture was taken on my birthday and trust me i was already feeling quite well. most of you know what happened about 2 hours after this picture was taken so i am not going to relive it again. it is kinda imbarressing.

This is Kenny and I. i have no freakin idea when this picture was taken. I love this guy. he has always been there for me and i love the fact that he is my friend. You can also see that i didnt feel like straightening my hair.

This is Chris (Bobble) and I on Holloween. As you can see he is wearing one of Lori's old cheerleading oufits.

and as you can see here in the picture with Lori, he had the skirt and all. How disgusting is it that he can wear an oufit that Lori wore when she was 16. I hate the male matabalism (sp?)

Ok i dont know why i am putting this picture on here but i swear the guy taking this caught me mid-word. as you can say it isnt pretty. Yes, i am wearing a cowboy hat. last night lori and i desided to rock her hat for the hell of it. i got a lot of complements on it though.

This is the infamous Drew that has taken up all my time lately. All i can say is he kicks ass. He made me take the cowboy hat off in the pic though... boo him.

So there they are... dont laugh at the funny ones too much. i cant help it if i make funny faces right when someone snaps a picture.

Merry Christmas Everyone

2004-12-25T07:24:24Z

Well the day has come and for me it has gone. My brother and sis in law have to work on christmas so we held our family celebration this afternoon. Dad made Laszana and it kicked ass as usual. Most of the presents that i got were for the house but i love them all. I got a swiffer wet which i needed bad cause my mop sucks, a counter top grill to make cooking a little easier, some more pots and an electric toothbrush. Now i wont have to drive to my parents to feel like i have brushed my teeth properly. From my Zalinski secret santa who was Mandy (i am mad at you for the huge run around you gave me about janelle knowing who had my name) and she just rocks. She got me a couple of movies that i have been wanting and a couple of books i didnt expect. She got me Angels and Demons by Dan Brown which i have been thinking about reading and the funniest gift i got was the book 'Hes just not that into you.' I just started laughing my ass off when i saw she got it for me. basicly (for those who dont know) the book has just about ever excuse females come up with to explain guys behavoir and the author who is male tells you what they are really thinking and how they would act if he was really into you. As many of you know, i really did need this book...hehe. So as you can see I did have a nice christmas.

I know it has been a while since i have updated so this my take a while. I am now working at a local italian place for some extra spending money. It is a nice place but the owner can get on my nerves. he isnt always the nicest person in the world but that is just the temperment of the italian culture. It is keeping me busy during the day a few days a week which i really need and i have some pocket change to go out at nights. I am enjoying myself.

Lori and i have been keeping busy during the nights also. We have been visiting the pub on a regular basis still and loving every minute of it. I have started to play pool a lot more also. I have myself an excellent teach who happens to be gorgeous. more about him later though. i have been doing ok but i still have a lot to learn. Atleast i am enjoying myself while i am learning. Lori and i were joking around about how we are going to be lost for the 3 days that the pub is closed. she is in houston til sunday so i am pretty much on my own til then. lucky for me i already have plans for sat night. i hope they go through.

The past few days i have been running rampid and that is why i am so tired. Tuesday night i stayed up til around 6:30 am. A bunch a people came over to my house where we had a little after party. The others did there own thing while Andrew (the guy who is going to teach me the proper way to play pool) and I played dominoes. around 5:30 a few of us went to IHop for some late drunken breakfast. Then on Weds after the pub i went over to Andrews house where we watched Napolean Dynamite and the family guy. i didnt get to sleep til about 5 that night. Thursday the night started at the pub again and Andrew's brother was having an after party at their house so even though i knew i should go home i went over there anyway. the night ended when we fell asleep watching more family guy. I am assuming you are seeing the pattern here and i am really excited that their is a pattern. He is in east texas for christmas and is coming home saturday night. He said we are going to play dominoes since everything is going to be closed. Ok i will admit it, i just wanted to spend some more time with him but i do love playing bones. we will see if he calls me when he gets back into fort worth. i have a good feeling that he will and i am trying not to let my insecurities with men cloud that feeling.

i think that is it for now. i am sure i am forgetting something that i will remember in the morning. til then i hope everyone enjoys their christmas and gets everything they wanted this year a long with some good family relations.

jaime3095 @ 2004-12-15T20:54:00

2004-12-16T03:14:00Z

One final tomorrow and then i am done for the semester. that is a nice feeling. I am actually looking forward to my hardest final just because it will be my last. i dont think it will be as bad as i am saying but that is because i have read all the books and studied for it. At 2 pm tomorrow i will be able to breath easy and not worry about if i have to finish a book by a certain day or get a project in on time. Too bad it is going to start back up in a month.

Well lets see what i have to update my faithful readers on... I have a job! Imagine that. I havent worked the past year and a half on the request of my father. basicly he would of cut me off if i went to work so i kinda listened to him. well i have a month off and absolutely no money so i thought it was time to get out and make some cash. I am working at a local resturaunt part time so i will be able to keep the job when the semester starts up again. I have worked one day so far and i like it. the people are nice and the work isnt that hard. It is actually leanient compared to other resturaunts i have worked in. I asked one of the other waiters the other day what side work we had to do at the end of the night and he just looked at me like i had three heads. They barely do anything to end the day. it is crazy... i think i will end up being bored if i work the dinner shift cause i will run out of things to do. The funny thing is i worked for one shift and already have been asked out. I am not going to go out with the guy because it is not smart to date co workers... ok i am using that as an excuse cause i dont want to go out with the guy...hehe. There is one person there i would consider going out with but we will see. it still isnt a good idea though.

I work the dinner shift tomorrow and i knwo it is going to be hell already for one reason. My boss asked me to come in because they have two reservations, 1 for 50 people and 1 for 10 people with in 45 minutes of each other. I really dont like large parties but they are good money so i cant complain. it should be interesting though.

other then all that things have been pretty low key around here. I have been studying and that is pretty much it. sounds exciting huh. Ii did pick up a few books that i have wanted. I am happy aobut it. i also picked up a copy of Dune on Nathan's recomindation. I hope to start it before the start of the next term since it is number 5 or 6 in my list of books to read over the break.

Well i am off to stufy some more for my test tomorrow. i can never be over prepared for a test.

jaime3095 @ 2004-12-08T12:42:00

2004-12-08T19:27:29Z

I am here to prove that i am not dead! Sorry for the long absence but between end of the semester and my DSL problems the internet has been a dream that i havent been able to reach for awhile. I have a lot to update on so this may be a very long entry.

Well lets start with the obvious... I have internet now. I love the fact that my dad is a techno weenie cause he was able to kick my ISP into gear so they would fix my connection. I now have the bandwith that i am paying for and i am very happy about it. Too bad i didnt have it last weekend when i needed it to study for my astonomy test but i will discuss that later.

Alright, time to tell the story that is known as my 24th birthday. It was a mild thurs night when all goolittle children should of been sleeping... of course i am not one of those children. I went out with Lori and others to celebrate what would turn into my birthday at midnight. I started out slow with a shot here and a shot there thanks to my friends who wanted to make fun of me for being old (mainly Kenny who said congrats for turning 54). The trouble started when Lori suggested a drink named after a popular drug of the 70's. I ordered one, saw that it was blue, and thought 'no problem'. Well i was wrong. After 2 1/2 Qualuids (no surprise i cant spell)and 4 or 5 shots I could barely piece together a recognizable sentence. I was really surprised when Kevin, Rich, and Natalie (Kevin's addorable girlfriend) showed up. I was really happy he came. It did mean a lot to me. Too bad he was only there for about 30 minutes before shitith it the fanith. All i remember is talking to someone and having the urge to puke. I ran to the guys room since someone is always in the ladies room. Oh yeah, i was hugging the toliet in a dirty guys bathroom. for some reason i dont think i really cared at that moment though. I heard later on that a few guys i know where guarding the door so no one when in there while i was removing dinner from my stomach. I also heard that my friend Landon was taking care of me before he and Lori put me in my truck and had Brad take me home. That was at 12:45. nothing like getting sick 45 minutes into my birthday. Brad was a total sweetheart. he basicly put me to bed, making sure i had a glass of water, towel and garbage can next to me.

Now on to Friday. It is easy to say that i definetly had a hangover the next day. The worst part is i had a presentation at 11 that i was barely concious for. I still dont know what my grade is for that but my professor is suppose to post them some time today. I watched movies most of the day and was about to fall asleep when around 12:30 Shawn called telling me to get my ass to the pub. I threw on some decent clothes and ran over there. I have never seen this place so crowded. I actually wanted to leave because there was so many people. you couldnt freakin move in the place.

Saturday was pretty normal. we went to the pub, shot darts and drank. I didnt let myself get drunk this time. I went to an after party at my friend Ken's house and that was interesting. We played this drinking game where someone asked a "whose more likely..." question and we had to vote who we thought it was. Let me tell you, i learned a lot about my friends and aquantances.

Nothing really happened on sunday. Monday i took my astronomy test and knew i bombed it. i had only finished half of my study guide which was not good. I just want this semester to be over with. I have one more test tonight then i am done for the week. I only have 2 finals next week. things arent going to be as bad as it of been.

Oh i cant believe i almost forgot. i have to thank a special someone! Nathan, you fucking rock. The bubblewrap rocks, the card rocks, and the book more then just rocks! I read some more of it last night and i can tell this is going to be one of my favorite books when i am done. nice choice my friend. I actually had to force myself to put it down so i could get a decent amount of sleep last night. Thank you so much sweetie!!!

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-21T18:10:00

2004-11-22T00:25:27Z

Yesterday was pretty exciting. I was given a target gift card from the relator who was involved in the purchase of the house. I thought it was the coolest thing a person could do for me. i was so stoked. So i immediately called Lori and told her that we were going to play at Target. We walked around and looked at a bunch of stuff but ended up getting a 3 foot christmas tree and decorations, a couple bath floor matts for the front bathroom since the shower in there loves to pee all over the freakin floor, and a frame for a really cool picture that lori took of downtown. I am really liking how the house is turning out now with a few personal touches. Brad gave me a couple of his pictures to hang up. I know where we are going to put them so all i need to do is wait for my dad to bring over the wall anchors so we can put them up.

Lori and I went to Billy Bob's last night to see Joe Nichols and dance. We never made it to the dance floor but it was still fun. The atmosphere in that place is great. I love just going to listen to music and people watch. Lori ended up meeting a friend there so we also had good company. We left around midnight and i was alittle tipsy by then. I dont know why i got drunk so easily but it happened. I had one beer when we got the pub and all i could think about was my bed. Lori was nice enough to leave the pub for a few minutes to take me home. my drinking affects are so odd. I wish i could stay one way so i could know how much i can drink and still be ok but every time we go out it changes.

Today has been pretty slow. I woke up around noon and the hangover stayed around till about 5 pm. I hung around the house til about 2 when lori picked me up so i could get my truck from her place. after that i went over to the school so i could work on the pesky template for my web class. I finally have that done and over with. Unfortuantly i still have those 2 papers hanging over my head. I know i will finish the first one today and i will probably get most of the second one done (hopefully). I would like nothing better then to get those out of the way so i can enjoy my short week of school.

well that pretty much wrapped up my weekend. it was fun at the same time as tiring. Hopefully i will be able to get to bed at a decent time tonight so i wont be all groggy tomorrow.

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-20T16:45:00

2004-11-20T23:39:48Z

well hello hello! Ues i am still alive but barely. I have been MIA because the power at my house was turned off for almost a week during the transfer period between accounts. Let me tell you, it sucked. I ended up staying at Lori's place for a couple days so i didnt have to drive back and forth from Grand Prairie again. Lori just rocks as a friend. she is so giving and loving i dont know how i survived without her in my life before. I am back in the house (as you can tell since i am on my computer) and things are pretty much where they need to be. The only thing i am missing right now is my computer desk and a piece of my bedroom furniture. It has been nothing but rain this week and it is most likely going to continue raining next week so it may be a bit til i get those things over here. Brad is moved in and i couldnt think of a better roommate to have. He is cool, willing to comprimise on just about everything, and keeps offering a bunch of his stuff for the main room. I have never seen a guy with so many cool pictures. We keep joking around about how it seems the entire interior of the house is pink and he actually said that it is growing on him. If he actually starts to like the pink walls, i am going to start wondering about his taste in colors... hehe. The only possible problem with us being roommates is he is finatical about a clean kitchen and as many of you know, i am a freakin pig. I am doing my best to keep everything in tip top condition and i am actually doing a really good job so far. lets see if i can keep it up.

I set up tv and internet today but unfortuantly because of thanksgiving it wont be set up til the 1st and 2nd of Dec. I can deal with my 2 fuzzy chanels and stolen internet til then i think. That is pretty much everything with the house that has been going on. It is nice to sleep in my own bed and be able to roll out of it and get to class in 15 minutes if i have too. Since it has been raining like crazy, i havent gotten the chance to walk to school but i am hoping that i will be able to soon. I only 3 classes this week. I have a normal monday and only one class on tues, but then i am done for the week. I like teachers who cancell class the weds. before thanksgiving. it makes things real nice.

thanksgiving is not going to be the casual relaxing holiday that it normally is. My dad has invited pretty much all of his family who lives east of the Rockies. My great uncle David Leo is coming down from Alabama to visit his son and grandchildren who live like 40 minutes from my parents so my dad told them all to come over to Grand Prairie for thanksgiving. my mom freaked out a little about that but when i told her i would stay over there on weds and help her cook on thurs she relaxed a little. but then we find out that my aunt Theressa is driving from Arkansas to see her brother David Leo. Yep you heard that right, crazy aunt Theressa will be in Texas for thanksgiving!(meant for my cousins). That sent mom over the edge. Now my aunt is saying she has to make her special dishes. I am the cook on thanksgiving and even though i dont live in that house anymore that is still my kitchen. i am not going to let that crazy bat push me or my mother out of it. I know mom is going to give in to try and keep the peace but fuck that. i am standing my ground. My mom says that my aunt is a Ruloph so she is stubern but i came back with I am a zalinski, we are not only stubbern but bitchy and voiceterous at the same time. I do not give up my ground! so yeah, this should be a fun weekend coming up.

lets see, what else is there. Umm... well my bday is less then 2 weeks away and it isnt the exciting 'OMG i am turning so and so.' it is just another day. I think that is mostly because i know i am not going to get something from my parents. i mean hell, they freakin just bought a house for me to live in. i think that is a decent present in its self.

Nathan: I do have Full metal jacket on DVD. thanks for thinking of one of my favorite movies though. i know i am psycho for loving that wacked out movie but what can i say, i love the marine corp.

I probably have more to say but i have to get going to do some things before we go out tonight. i am sure i will have a story or two to tell yall since i am going country dancing tonight. that is just funny in its self.

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-11T23:05:00

2004-11-12T05:24:27Z

Today is the day that i post a recent picture *gasp from the crowd* I know I know, this is a great moment in my live journal history. Please keep the cheering and claping to a mininum. we wouldnt want to disturb the neighbors.

Now this first piece of evidence is from the girls night of bar hopping. This is Lisa on the right and me on the left (in case some of you forgot what i look like... hehe). i think i was on the verge of blinking so that will explain the odd eye position thing that is freaking me out right now. I swear i wasnt drunk yet even though that is what it looks like. I also curled all of my hair that night and it looks weird in that picture. just my luck that Lori gets camera happy when my hair is doing weird things against my will.

Now this happy couple will be the one and only Lori and Scott. Arent they cute! *collecting "Aww"* I think scott was about to blink too. I also want to say, no matter what Lori says about the hassle of straightening her hair, I think it looks absolutely addorable! I want your hair girl!

Ok on to the excitement known as my life. Lori came over tonight and helped me pack up the pig sty aka my bedroom. I never knew i had so many damn clothes. I am always complaining that i have nothing to wear but i filled 3 big boxes of clothes today and i am leaving some things in my closet here. hell i didnt pack a bunch of stuff that i may wear over the next couple of days either. I also filled up a big box of nothing but shoes and hats! I brag about only having a few pairs of shoes... oh, no more. i packed like 15 to 20 pairs tonight, most of them i had forgotten about. I have a feeling i will be sporting some of those long lost shoes out more often now that i know i have them.

I just went through like 6 moods on here looking for one that i thought fit me. the funny thing is that all of them use the same exact little blue dude. I guess i cant get away from that face tonight. I also am a little pissed at my self. Gyrph just signed off so it looks like i am going to miss him tonight. I was waiting to finish writing this so i could say 'hey, go look at my LJ' and surprise him but it looks like i took too long. Sorry hun!

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-11T01:23:00

2004-11-11T07:37:25Z

Ok boys and girls... here are two surveys i have stolen from Gryph who stole them from someone else. It is such a wicked world with everyone stealing

WOULD YOU ...
( ) buy me a drink if I didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
( ) come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
( ) go out with me?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even one u dont want to see at all?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions?

Bold-I do, Regular- I dont

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom. (this is a common misconception, we all know it came from Keanu Reeves in Bill and Teds Excellent Adventure)
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH"
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." Mr Miagi was my senei too :P
22. You wanted to be a Goonie
23. . You ever wore flourescent clothing
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. and where did the baby smurfs come from you ask?
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. (GOOFY!!)
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence (lol)
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know what you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You never got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide
38. You played with a Skip-It
39. You attended a birthday party at McDonald's
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."
41. You remember Popples
42. "Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights (LMFAO)
44. You wore socks scrunched down... rolled down yes...
45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" so ashamed of that one...
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME" used to
55. You played and or collected "Pogs"
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger (sooooo hated that show, still do...)
57. Plays Cats cradle (string game)

Ok now i am done with the fun and games so i will give a little update... school sucks! Even though i am done with test week i am still having a crazy week. i have two papers due in less then two weeks and i havent even gotten through all the required reading for them. so that is what i have been concentrating on lately. On top of that reading I have a good size novel to read for the the same class due around the same date. oh that is going to be fun. I presented my last speech today and i am so happy that i am done with that. now i only have one test left for that class and i am done. I am also done with Lab for astronomy so that will open up 2 hours on weds to finish things up. other then crazy school stuff, i am moving this weekend. thats right, i will sleep in my own bed on saturday within the city limits of Fort worth. i am so freakin excited. Lori is just as excited... she is so cute. On sunday I am going to cook dinner for Lori, Scott, Jose, and Andrew so that will be fun. Lori says she wants to help so the two of us in one kitchen may end up being an interesting experience.

I know i promised someone recent pictures of me and i promise to post them as soon as Lori sends them too me. I also have some funny ones to show everyone once i develop the disposiable camera from holloween. Trust me there is nothing funnier the my friend Chris in Lori's High School cheerleading oufit. Hopefully i will get through that roll of film soon so i can show ya'll. Well it is getting really late and i need to get up for class in the morning so i hope everyone is having a great night/day!

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-04T22:16:00

2004-11-05T04:26:09Z

Today wasnt the greatest day but it could of been a lot worse. I sayed at Lori's last night. Damn her couch is comfy. When i woke up she was cooking scott and I breakfast. Now that is a hostess with the mostess. we went to our 12:30 classes and decided to drive over to the hut for a couple daquari slushies. nothing like alcoholic drinks that look like a kiddie drink.

We went to bowling and won today. i did pretty well actually, bowling like 30 over my average. i prefer to say that i finely bowled what i should have been this whole time but we will see how i do on tues. I found out something in class that pretty much turned my day to crap but i dont feel like talking about it so there...hehe.

Tomorrow i plan on going out and just having fun. I am sure lori will have no problem with that so it should all be gravy. I really dont have much else to say tonight. what can i say, my life is not that exciting.

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-04T18:43:00

2004-11-05T02:16:25Z

[01] what's your first name? Jaime
[02] middle name? Renee
[03] last name? Zalinksi
[04] nickname? James, Jamestown, Jersey
[05] age? 23
[06] gender? Female
[07] birthday? Dec 3 1980
[08] your sign? Leo
[09] where do you live? Fort Worth, Tx
[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
[11] if so what's her/his name? doesnt have one
[12] have you ever been in love? Unfortunatly, Yes
[13] who are/were your crushes? Way too many to actually list.
[14] do you have any piercings, or want any piercings? NO and no
[15] if so what do you have/want pierced?
[16] do you have a tattoo or want one? I have one
[17] if so what kind and where? Celtic butterfly on the small of my back
[18] where do you shop at the most? probably Target, Best Buy, and the Express
[19] what color is your hair? light brown with some blone highlights
[20] what color are your eyes? mix of green and blue
[21] how tall are you? 5'7
[23] do you smoke? yes
[24] do your friends smoke? most of them
[25] who are your closest friends? Lori, Missi, Nathan, Scotty V and Vanessa
[26] who are your friends? kenny, kevin, scott, jose, dominique, kristin,eric, JB, Jim, Bethany, nicole, zed, beau, julie, mike, and shane.
[27] who are your best friends online? Nathan and beau are the people i talk to most online
[28] do you like bath & body works? yeah i just wished they were so expesive for smelly water.
[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? thermosilk
[30] is your hair short or long? it is barely below my shoulders so it is imbetween right now. i cant wait to grow it out again. i hate that i cut it all off but i really needed to get rid of the dead, dry ends
[31] do you like to shop? I like to shop if i have something i want to get. like right now i am in desperate need for a new wardrobe
[32] what sports do you play? hockey, softball, skiing
[33] what turns you on? A guy who calls you back when they say they will... hehe
[34] what turns you off? a jackass. too bad i dont know they are jackasses til it is too late
[35] what place do you go for fun? go to the pub, Lori's place, the library (a bar), the pour house, bowling alley
[36] what do you do for fun? bowl, drink, fuck around with friends. you know, the normal crap
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? 1 land line and 3 cell phones
[38] how many tv's do you have in your house? 3 as of now but i think there are 2 or 3 in the garage
[39] what's your favorite food(s)? itailian of course
[40] do you look like anyone famous? i dont think so
[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? he is alright. i usually dont like guys who spend more time in the bathroom then i do though
[42] who are the most attractive people you know? that would have to be my friend nicole in NJ. she is drop dead gorgeous with a body to match. damn i hate her for that... hehe
[43] are you a virgin? No
[44] do you wish to be like your parents? I would love to be like my parents. they just rock.
[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? I love Gio Armoni(sp?) that stuff is a panty droper in my book... hehe
[46] what are you listening to right now? Nothing actually. the tv isnt even on.
[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? not that much. normally i just call someone to see if they are going out so the call lasts all of a minute.
[49] do you have your own phone line? nope, just my cell phone. i dont even use the house line
[51] what are your favorite shoes? probably my New Balances but what ever sneakers i am wearing regulary are my favorite pair.
[52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in? usually a tshirt but sometimes i think to put on boxers too.
[53] what's your favorite soda? Dr. Pepper baby!
[54] what things do you say a lot? i rock, thats cool, you know what i mean
[56] who is the coolest person in the world? LORI!!!! she is my bad influence
[57] do you think you're weird or funny? i am very funny at moments
[59] who was the last person you called? Lori to see if she was out of class yet.
[60] where do you wanna get married? eventually i think i will.
[61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? umm.. i dont know. we have a pretty good selection.
[62] what are your favorite girl names? kirstin
[63] what are your favorite guy names? Connor, Gavin, Blaine
[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? my minor breakdown a couple years ago when i had to leave school to go back to NJ
[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? Whataburger, Sonic, and Boston Market
[67] who do you really hate? Laura and Todd, both in NJ
[68] do you have any brothers and sisters? 1 half brother and one guy close to me as a brother
[69] if so, names? Robert and Scott
[70] do you have a pool? nope, that is why i use my brothers
[71] do you have a spa? nope
[72] are you stupid? no unless you count my occassional blonde moments.
[73] what are you addicted to? Nicotine and caffine
[74] do you like jewelry? not really
[75] who do you wish you were? someone with better luck in the guy department
[76] who has it easier, boys or girls? depends on the situation
[77] would you rather be short or tall? I think i am perfect height
[78] do you like to dance? I love to dance
[79] do you like playing pranks on people? i like good humored pranks
[80] what's your least favorite subject in school? economics
[81] what's your favorite subject in school? Lit
[82] what time is it? 7:25 pm
[83] what college do you wanna go to? I do attend TCU. great place
[84] what school do you go to now? TCU baby
[85] do you have a playstation or nintendo 64? got an X-Box
[85] if so, what are your favorite games? Tricky and GTO 3
[87] do you sleep a lot? Oh yes. i would sleep all the time if it wasnt for this pesky class schedule.
[88] what are your favorite radio stations? 102.1 the edge and 106.7
[90] are you a morning person? That would be a negative
[91] what's your favorite tv station? History channel, Comedy Central, MTV, VH1, and TNT
[92] Do you wear nail polish? no
[93] how often do you shower? Every day
[94] do you get along with your parents? yep
[95] what room do you spend the most time in? my bedroom.
[96] how many bedrooms does your house have? 3
[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? i want to be employed
[98] do you curse a lot? like a salior
[99] are you ticklish? very
[100] THERE IS NO QUESTION!!!
[101] what are you wearing right now? a sweatshirt
[102] do you go to church? Nope
[103] do you like the person who sent you this? I stole it from Nathan so yes, i like him
[104] do you believe in god? yes and no. religion is such a complicated topic
[105] do you like to watch pda's? no, it reminds me that i dont have anyone to do that with
[106] do you show pda? not normally
[107] do you believe in love at first sight? not really... lust at first sight is different though

[108] what color tooth brush do you use? its electric
[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? At least once
[110] who is your favorite cartoon character? Marvin the Martian
[111] do you have a job? nope, spoiled college kid right here
[113] what's your favorite fruit? apple
[114] what's your favorite veggies? broccoli
[115] what's your favorite candy? milky way
[116] what was the best day of your life so far? last time i went back to NJ... all two weeks
[117] what are you gonna do today? go to bed and hope not to wake up til it is time to go out tomorrow
[118] are you momma's little angel? ha, like she believes that!
[119] do you wear body spray? yep... Cucumber Melon
[120] who is the sweetest girl? most the girls that i hang out with are not known to be 'sweet'
[121] who is the sweetest guy? Nathan
[122] are you wearing nail polish now? no
[123] if so, what color? hell no
[124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? none
[125] do you wear a watch? nope, cell phone is my watch
[126] did/do you have braces? yep, for 5 years
[127] are you tired? i am always tired in some fashion
[130] what are you thinking right now? Beau and Zed coming over to the new house when Beau is home from break
[131] are you having fun? not really
[132] what time is it? 7:40pm
[133] who makes you laugh? Kevin, Lori, and Nathan
[134] who's your favorite teacher? ever? Ted Doll
[135] what is the best concert you have ever been to? Less than Jake
[136] what is your favorite dream? if i remember a dream that means it was freakishly weird
[137] what is your worst dream? when nick is in my dreams, it actually still happens often
[138] are you tired of filling this out yet? pretty much
[139] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this the survey the most? probably Vaness
[140] who sent this lovely survey to you? me ganked it
[141] what's your worst memory as a little kid? I was like 4 and the other kids at my babysitter's house went to the park and left me. i was very upset
[142] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? I have been cheated on but never cheated on anyone
[143] do you believe in santa claus? hell yeah!
[144] do you believe in ghosts? oh yeah, my grandma is still living in this house. I wonder what she thinks of the renovations we made?

what's better? choose one or neither

[145] rap or r&b? r&b
[146] pop or rock? rock
[147] rock or metal? rock
[148] classical or jazz? classical
[149] hanson or manson? neither really
[150] koRn or 311? 311
[151] no doubt or garbage? No doubt
[152] jewel or fiona apple? jewel
[153] offspring or nine inch nails? too tough to call
[154] sugar ray or tool? sugar ray
[155] backstreet boys or *nsync? *nsync (i am a closet fan)
[156] joey mcintyre or jordan knight? neither

your opinions

[157] what do you think about boy bands? could do without them but their songs have catchy beats
[158] what do you think about country? like it a lot
[159] what do you think about heavy metal? i like a few groups in that genre
[160] what do you think about rap? not much of a fan
[161] what do you think about r&b? as long as it has a good beat
[162] do you think nkotb are coming back? i hope not

yes or no or eh

[163] like Hanson? no
[164] like *Nsync? yes
[165] like Backstreet Boys? no
[166] like Korn? eh
[167] like Orgy? no
[168] like Sugar ray? yep
[169] like Metallica? yep
[170] like No doubt? yep
[171] like Britney Spears? eh
[172] like Saves The Day? ??
[173] like Dashboard Confessional? ??
[174] like MxPx? yep
[175] like Nine Inch Nails? yep
[176] like Busta Rhymes? yep
[177] like the Offspring? yep
[178] like Shakira? eh
[179] like Nelly Furtado? yep
[180] like Ludacris? eh
[181] like Janet Jackson? no
[182] like Nickelback? yeah
[183] like Puddle Of Mudd? yep
[184] like Cold? yep
[185] like Lil Bow Wow? not really
[186] like DMX? eh
[187] like Twisted Sister? no
[188] like Misfits? nah
[189] like ICP? use too
[190] like Dixie Chicks? some what
[191] like Mariah Carey? nope
[192] like Joe? no
[193] like Hoobastank? yep
[194] like Eminem? yep
[195] like Shania Twain? alright
[196] like Ja-Rule? eh
[197] like Jay-Z? eh
[198] like Blues Traveler? eh
[199] like Barenaked Ladies? yes
[200] like Incubus? yep
[201] like Green Day? eh
[202] like Limp Bizkit? their alright
[203] do you like the Beatles? oh yeah
[204] do you like The Deftones? not really
[205] do you like the Strokes? yeah
[206] do you like Queen? Yeah

[207] do you like Elton John? eh
[208] do you like Further Seems Forever? never heard of them
[209] do you like Depeche Mode? eh
[210] how many cd's do you have? dont even know
[211] what cd's are in your cd player? maroon 5 and Big and Rick
[212] how many tapes do you have? umm none
[213] do you own videos of your favorite group? nope
[214] do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? no
[215] are you obsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? not really
[216] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? beatles
[217] are most of your friends music freaks? eh
[218] what do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? oh please
[219] have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? yep
[220] do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? nothing more then a tshirt from a concert
[221] what tv station is better...mtv or vh1? vh1
[222] what is the worst show on mtv? anything that does not have music videos
[223] what is the best show on mtv? music videos
[224] if you could marry any music person who would it be? i dont know
[225] what is the worst cd you own? i dont buy unless i know i will like it
[226] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? Dazied and confused
[227] friend(s) you have the most fun with? i cant pick
[228] friend(s) you've dreamt about? i have had a dream with Kevin in it even though i dont remember what the dream was about
what happened to 229 and 230?
[231] dark or blonde? dark
[232] tall or short? tall
[233] mr. sensitive or mr. funny? funny with alittle bit of sensitive but not too much
[234] Gettin' nakey with your mom......< are you mad?
[235] dark or light eyes? light eyes
[236] hat or no hat? hat
[238] dark, tan or fair? no preference
[239] NO QUESTION!!!!!
[240] freckles or none? doesn't matter
[241] rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? sportsy
[242] all american, homey g, or grunge? All-American
[243] accent or american? i love a south african accent. English is pretty nice too.

preferences

[244] mt. dew or surge? Mountain Dew
[245] mcdonalds or burger king? McDs
[246] coke or pepsi? Coke
[247] rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? friend
[248] sweet or sour? sweet
[249] chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
[250] tea or coffee? coffee
[251] sappy/action/comedy/horror? Action
[252] cats or dogs? cats and dogs
[253] cool ranch or nacho cheese? Nacho Cheese
[254] mud or jello wrestling? Jello
[255] with or without ice-cubes? With out
[256] milk/dark/white chocolate? Milk
[257] rain or shine? shine
[258] top or bottom? bottom
[259] favorite season? spring
[260] strawberry or cherry? cherry
[261] skiing or boarding? skiing
[262] cake or cookies? Cookies
[263] cereal or toast? neither
[264] car or truck? trucks
[265] night or day? night
[266] gloves or mittens? Gloves
[267] pager or cell phone? Cell
[268] bunk bed or waterbed? waterbed
[269] chewing gum or hard candy? gum
[270] motor boat or canoe? motor boat
[271] lights on or off? off

what's your favorite?

[276] what's your favorite color? purple
[277] what's your favorite number? 9
[278] what's your favorite drink? Dr Pepper
[279] what's your favorite animal? anything that is a baby
[280] what's your favorite holiday? Christmas
[281] what's your favorite quote? I ROCK
[282] what's your favorite sound? rain falling
[283] what's your favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate chip mint
[284] what's your favorite song ever? i dont know about ever but Maroon 5 she will be loved
[285] what's your favorite book? HP series
[286] what's your favorite movie? too many
[287] what's your favorite tv show? too many
[288] what's your favorite place? NJ
[289] what's your favorite game? spades, dominoes, or darts
[290] what's your favorite scent? snow
[291] what's your favorite shape? never thought about it
[292] what's your favorite texture? down
[293] what's your house gonna look like? messy... hehe
[294] how many kids do you want? no more then 3

on relationships

[295] what does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? no idea
[296] how do they act? somewhat mature with a goofy side
[297] where is your dream date? i really dont know
[298] do you like to call or be called? I like to be called
[299] move anywhere, where would it be? England
[300] what time is it now? 8:14pm

jaime3095 @ 2004-11-02T23:09:00

2004-11-03T05:18:15Z

I just found more avatars then i would ever be able to show yall. I love these damn addicting pictures. I have done nothing but study today so i needed a break, and what better then hunting down funny little pictures. i will admit that i got a paid account so i could house more avatars. i am such a loser!

It has been a rainy crappy day. I went to classes and that didnt even bring my spirits up. Lori tried but she was in a down mood too. the one thing that keeps me happy is the fact that i am moving very very soon. I really cant wait but i am not looking forward to packing all my crap so i can luge it to the house in fort worth. that is going to be a pain in the ass. finding more roommates til lori can move in will be a pain too. i am trying but it isnt working too well right now.

I have the election updates on right now but it is too close to tell yet. i just want to know who is the prez so they can return to regular shows.

i am so tired. i think i am going to play around with the LJ format and then call it a night. yeah, that sounds really good.

OH... boys suck alittle but they all knew that already... hehe

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-31T23:12:00

2004-11-01T05:21:10Z

Well i have done it. i have found the answers to most of my astronomy study guide questions. i am missing 9 out of 64 so that is not bad at all. With my luck those 9 questions will probably be the test so i am crossing my fingers. I am going to get up early and head to Ihop in the morning to have a nice breakfast and study some more. Hmm... eggs and bacon. I think that will be the highlight of my day but what can beat eggs and bacon, 'Sirius'ly? (come on, i know a few of you liked that).

Now it is on to reading the current book for Sci Fi. I am still hoping to get to bed before one. i dont know if i am going to make it. All i can think about right now is that i could be at a holloween party but i am not. damn school always getting in the way of things.

I had an important conversation with gryph tonight. I hope everything is better now sweetie even though i was trying to do 5 things at once. As soon as life calms down alittle we will have a more detailed conversation about what is going on. Luv Ya hun.

I found out that lori enjoys my rambling. *waves to lori* too bad i dont have anything really exciting to say tonight. Sorry for leaving you alone tonight but we can always pick up a game of darts later this week. and no matter what Jeff says, cheerleader is way cooler then nicole richie.

ok i going to stop wasting valuable time and start reading.

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-30T14:38:00

2004-10-30T19:57:12Z

Oh the joy of holloween weekend. It gives us the oppertunity to dress up like a fool and not be reticuled by our peer (since they look just as foolish). I know of a party every night this weekend. too bad i wont be able to go to any of them though since i have an astronomy test on monday.

I did go out last night after studying during the afternoon. it was definately an interesting night. I met up with lori and scott at the pub and polished off a few pitchers while shooting darts. I won twice which surprised me greatly. It was just fun. I managed a little flirting between games with a guy who i have seen around campus a lot lately. I didnt give him my number but it will be interesting to see where it goes since i do see him all the time.

After the pub closed I headed over to the FIGI costume party. I wasnt really wearing a costume but since i was showing some leg I dont think they minded. The party was fun and almost everyone there was as drunk as me. I ended up walking to kenny's house and staying over there. I could barely walk without assistance let alone drive so i definately made the right decision there.

Now i am left with a weekend of nothing but studying. I am not looking forward to it but it must be done. Gryph said that i was stressing over these tests too much but i dont think that i am stressing at all. i just have to make sure that i am ready for the tests. Dont worry about me hun, I just know what i have to do. i am not stressing, only trying to be prepared.

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-28T22:26:00

2004-10-29T03:31:19Z

Damn! School has been kicking my ass. I feel like i havent been online for days. Oh wait, thats because i havent. This week has been pretty busy but normal at the same time. I have had a lot of things to do for school and that is about it. The thing that is driving me nuts is the number of tests that are coming up in the near future starting tomorrow. i have been studying for it but i decided to fall asleep early tonight so since i was so tired. You can tell how well that worked. I just woke up because i am getting those nasty dreams again. This time it hit reality though because Kevin was in it. I think it scared me awake. at least it is only 10:30 so i could still go to sleep at a normal hour. that would be nice since i do have a lot to do tomorrow for classes.

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-22T16:10:00

2004-10-22T21:26:52Z

I am so tired right now and it is only the afternoon. I have been running non stop on little sleep the past few days. I went out with Lori and few others on weds night after my night class. it was a normal night at the bar pretty much.I ended up taking way too many shots and getting really drunk. I know, i know, bad me but it was fun until i had to wake up for class on thurs and take a quiz. When i was about to leave Kevin's house (that is where i ended up crashing) he told me to turn off his alarm. He says that he did make it to class but i am having a hard time believing him since he was passed out when i left.

I walked into class and one of the guys who sits near me asked me what was wrong. i simply told him that i had just woken up, i had a hangover and i didnt want to be there. i think he understood... hehe. Lori wasnt doing much better then me. Let me just say that it was an interesting day at bowling. atleast our bowling didnt suffer from the throbing pain that was rushing through our heads.

I went home after bowling to shower and change clothes and headed back to Fort Worth to watch the Astros game. It ended up being Lori, Jared, Dan and I watching the game. The damn Astros lost which really sucked but we will live. We played a little shuffleboard (that game rocks no matter what you say) and then we went to the pub where i met up with Kevin, Ben, and Cortez. A pitcher later the bar was closing down. Ben had this great idea to go harrass the FIGI pledges so i went along with them. they ended up egging the pledges but it didnt exactly go the way ben had planned. the damage on our side was Kevin's car getting egged in retaliation and Ben's cell phone being destroyed when an egg broke in his pocket. we washed kevin's car but there was no hope for the phone.

I stayed over Kevin's again since it was 3 am before we got back from the night of mischif. Plus kevin wanted me there to make sure he got up for class in the morning since our classes both started at 11. he was not happy when i told him to get his ass out of bed but some how we both dragged our hung over butts to class. Now i am about to fall asleep and i think i am going to give in. I would love nothing more then a nap right now. I dont know if anything is going on tonight but it will take a lot to get me out of the house tonight. I am probably going to stay in tonight and start packing things that i dont need for the next 3 weeks. But who knows what i will actually do if someone calls.

Ok i am off to catch up on that much needed sleep.

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-20T01:55:00

2004-10-20T07:15:16Z

Since it is almost 2 am and i am dead tire this will probably be a quick entry. Thinking about it though, i never write briefly so who knows...

life has been alittle crazy lately. school has riped me a new one lately with so many things coming close to the due dates. I had to write another part of the proposal for web. it wasnt really an assignment my team could write seperate parts to and then paste it all together and our schedules dont really miggle very well so i just wrote the whole thing myself. it wasnt really a big deal. well unless you take into account i completely forgot about it til right now. i already wrote it all up but i was going to have my dad read over it. looks like it wont be proof read by someone who has grammer skills...hehe.

I waited to the last minute once again for my sci fi class. i missed one quiz so there is no way i can not read this book. i need all the good grades on quizes i can get to keep my grade up. I got my midterm for sci fi back today and i was not happy at all for a few reasons. Once again my grammer and spelling killed me. if the test questions were take home essays i would have rocked that test but no, he has to use in class essays were i normally bomb. I would of done so much better if i was even allowed to use my laptop for the test instead of pen and paper. i hate not being able to change words or where sentences are. my mind jumps around so much when i am writing that i need to be able to alter some of the things i write. that is just the way i work. over all i got a C+ or a 79 out of 100. this is the other thing that made me upset. if i hadnt messed up on one simple fact i would of gotten a B! i hate when i do that.

I have to give a speech tomorrow night which is a little nerve racking. i have one under my belt and i feel pretty confident for this one. after i do this one i will only have one more to go and i am home free. how is that for positive thinking... hehe. after i give my speech i am supose to go out with Lori to some place near her apartment. i dont know if i am going to be able to though. i have to make sure that i finish that book before i can think about going out.

well it is completely official, i am moving to Fort Worth on or around Nov 15th. Since that is a monday, it would be pretty hard to move in on that day but i am going to try my hardest to be in the house as soon as humanly possible. the nice thing about that date is i can be moved in and settled by finals. the thought of living near campus during finals is bliss. i wont have to think twice about staying up til the late hours in the library cause i dont know if i could take the drive home. this is going to be great.

Like i said, i dont think i can right a short entry... good night all

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-17T18:37:00

2004-10-17T23:46:59Z

Today has been a very tiring day. Well it really started last night. I was talking to my dad about the area that I am moving too when Lori called saying she and a few people were going to the pub and i should meet them down there. After i was done talking to my dad I immediately started to get ready. Sorry for running away from you Gryph. We went to the pub, had fun, then at closing we all moved over to Jeremy's house (a kid I had a class with last semester) and then we moved to Lori's appartment where I passed the fuck out around 4 am. I got home around noon and was welcomed by an empty house. like five minutes after i walked in the door, my dad called saying they were going to the house in Fort Worth with my sis-in-law. He was down the street so he came back and picked me up. Jess loved the house. i cant wait to move in.

once we got back home things have been pretty quite. I am so tired though. i want nothing more right now other then to sleep but i know better then to go to bed so early. i will have to stay up till atleast 8 before i give in to my need to pass out. so if i am not online tonight when some of you get home from work you know why. the good thing about it though is I will most likely get up earlier in the morning so i will be able to talk then.

Oh happy day

2004-10-15T06:55:44Z

well today was pretty exciting. I took my test which pretty much kicked my ass. I wish he didnt test us in class. i would of been so much more comfortable writing some long ass paper on those questions then having to do them as in-class writings. If it was a paper i would of rocked. But no, i had to write 4 essays in an hour and a half using pen and paper (some of you will get a kick out of that). I spent about half of the time alloted writing the one long essay and i didnt even make as strong of points that i wanted to cause i felt so rushed. the worst part is i didnt write a conclusion. I left room for it and told myself i would go back if i had time but of course i didnt have time. Other then that I think i did ok on the test. I know i missed some spelling but that is expected of me.

You all can assume that the test is not what made my day exciting and if you couldnt you need to reread the above paragraph. I found out today that i am moving to Fort Worth! I have been waiting for this news for over a year. i am so freakin excited. I wont be able to actually move til about December but still this is good news that in the near future i wont have to drive forever to get to class or my friends at school. I told kevin in bowling and he said everything but 'its about freakin time'. Lori is going to be one of my roommates and we hope that Lisa will join us. we will have to wait til she gets back from the coast to find out. Lori and I are becoming pretty good friends and i am really happy about that. i need a female friend who doesnt disapear on me all the time. I have already started thinking about the things that i can pack early so i wont have to deal with it around finals time. i have so much stuff to move over there it isnt funny. but atleast i wont have to buy anything since i have it all.

well i went over to the pub with lori tonight but it wasnt anything exciting. I couldnt win at darts to save my life, no matter how close i was. i am just not doing well in games that i normally am good at lately. bowling is a joke and i cant even beat a couple of drunk people at darts. i think i am falling apart and i must figure out how to stop it. The owner of the pub now knows my name. i wonder if this is a sign that i have been going there alittle too often. just wait til i live right down the street, he is going to give me a stool with my name on it. i am surprised lori doesnt already have one actually... hehe. the owner, dave, is just a good business man who gets to know his customers personally. that is probably way such a small bar is one of the most profitable in the city. everyone just loves him so they keep going back.

well after writing a small novel on here it is time for me to get to bed. i have to get up for class in the morning and i am already not looking forward to it. good night ya'll

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-14T09:17:00

2004-10-14T14:39:16Z

Life has been alittle busy lately and that is why i havent posted anything lately. I have a midterm in about 3 hours and a section of my bus on the web project due every weds. I am just happy that i only have one midterm this semester. I hate midterms. I dont see why professors only have two tests for all the information they teach over the semester. To make things worse i have to write another speech for next weds. I told myself and others that i wouldnt wait til the last minute this time but the only idea for a topic isnt a very good idea. I was thinking of presenting on a community service program that a large local company has. Missi is doing a lot of work on it through her internship but she is so busy that i the only time i have talked to her in the past 3 weeks was yesterday when i showed up un-announced at her door to make sure she was alright. i cant ask her to help me out with info when she barely has time to sleep. So if anyone has any ideas i would really appreciate it.

other then school things have been pretty quite. I have gone out a few nights in the past week but nothing extremely exciting. I may go out tonight but i am not sure yet. Lori has a 'date' or is hanging out with this guy who she met last week when we went out. im not sure if she wants to have some alone time or wants the support of her friends. either way i understand. I will find out later in bowling if she needs a 'wingman' hehe. I would kinda like to head down to the pub tonight to see if shawn shows up. i really want to see how he acts. for those who dont know, shawn is a guy who asked me for my number last week, went out of town, and then never called. No big deal but i am still curious. Last night in Speech, one of the guys did a speech on 'dating tips.' For one thing it was hilarious because he kept saying 'to close the deal' meaning getting a number but he also said for guys never to give the girl his number because girls never call back. I started laughing because it females think the opposite. it is like the guy never calls after getting a number. I love seeing all these misconceptions one gender has about the other. It helps me realize that not all guys are evil and gives me hope in the dating scene. who knows, i may meet someone tonight. Sometimes i can be over optimistic.

Red River Showdown

2004-10-09T18:44:55Z

well today the cotton bowl is filled to compacity and football is in the air. I know i am not a fan of OU or UT but its a damn good football game and I am going to watch it. So far it looks like UT is holding up but the spread on the game is only 6 or 7 points so if the horns are going to pull off a win they are going to have to get in the lead and keep it. Lori is at the game right now (can you say lucky) so I am also keeping my eye out to for her.

Mom's plane lands in an hour. I am really excited cause she has been gone for 2 weeks and i miss her. I talked to her last night and she really wanted to come home. I cant wait for her to give me shit for how dirty my room is. Ahh, good times.

I had a long conversation with dad about the advantages of purchasing a house in Fort Worth. We have had this talk many times but i never could get my points to beat his. well this time i think i won the conversation. If it was only up to him i think we would be looking at two houses that would work for us today. But it isnt just up to him. Now i have to convince mom who is the tightest with money of my parents. Only problem is if i dont convince both of them and act soon both of those houses will be sold and we miss out. Looks like i have my work cut out for me. But most of yall know i would do anything to move to Fort Worth.

jaime3095 @ 2004-10-07T17:41:00

2004-10-07T23:24:45Z

Stole this from Gryph who stole it from Zoi (I think) who probably stole it from someone else... damn, there is a lot of stealing goin on. This has to be the longest survey going around.

01. favorite color: Purple or Green (cant decide)
02. favorite drink: Dr Pepper
03. favorite computer accessory: Cable Modem
04. favorite cookie: Carmel Delights
05. favorite author: JKR
06. favorite beatle: John
08. favorite chipmunk: Simon
09. favorite ice cream: Chocolate Mint Chip
10. favorite lover: Eric (I hope past lovers are acceptable
11. do you believe in love at first sight: Yes and it usually bites me in the ass
12. do you wash your hands after you go to the bathroom: yes
13. do you put empty cartons back in the fridge: I know better then to do that
14. do you do things you know you shouldn't: Pretty much daily
15. do you take responsibility: Always
16. do you have someone else's underwear: Oddly enough I somehow have a pair of my odd male roommate's boxers.
17. do you associate with people you don't even like: only when they wont go away so i just dont talk to them
18. do you have any psychological disorders: depression
19. do you drink diet soda: Hell no
20. do you kiss on the first date: sometimes if i am really diggin the guy
21. have you masturbated in front of someone not your lover: what an odd question (Gryph answered perfectly)
22. broken the law: if you consider speeding breaking the law
23. have you had one too many to drink: oh yeah and i always regret it in the morning
23. have you stuffed cocoa puffs up your nose: umm... not that i remember
24. have you backed into something: Yes
25. have you graduated high school: Yes
26. have you bitten someone until they bled: No
27. have you ever stolen a street sign: Nope, i am a good girl
28. have you ever been kissed: Yes.
29. have you ever been in a food fight: not a good one
30. have you ever sucked helium: YES!!
31. what are you not doing: I am not doing my homework
31. what are you talking about: not talking
32. what are you wearing: Tshirt and Jeans
33. what are you craving: Tonight to come already
35. what are you lacking: self confidence
36. what are you going to do after this: reading
37. what are you dependent on: caffine and nicotine
38. what are you hoping: Tonight is fun without any hitches
39. what are you reading: 'Perdido Street Station' and 'The city and the stars'. Have to finish both by thurs.
40. what are you listening to: Rascial Flasks
41. last movie you saw: CoS
42. last person you touched: intentionally? my dad gave me a high five for the belch i let out when i was walking in the door. It was a good one
43. last person you yelled at: This kid in NJ who pisses me off to no end
44. last time you gave head: Serious?! Getting alittle personal here... that would be Monday
45. last person you told you loved: I told Gryph that a few days ago
46. last thing you drank: drinking Dr Pepper right now
47. last year, what were you for Halloween: I was the lazy ass sitting on the couch eating all the candy we were suppose to hand out to the kids
48. last year, you were: confusing question but i am going to go with Lazy. Some things dont change
49. last time you were on the phone: This afternoon
50. last song you heard: Something by Rascial Flasks
51. do you want to get married / divorce: eventually i would like to get married. I dont usually look for a relationship with the plan to get divorced though
52. do you want to have children: I would love to have kids but the downside of it is pretty big. so right now i just spoil my friends' kids
53. do you want to tell certain people off: I love telling evil people off. they get to see my Jersey side
55. do you want to be somewhere else: I would love to be in NJ
56. do you want to be someone else: yes and no. this is a loaded question
57. do you want to be famous: No but i wouldnt mind being rich
59. do you want to hug anyone: I have a few people in mind for different reasons
60. do you want to make a difference: of course
61. how do you feel about PDA: eh?
62. how do you feel about the other PDA: whats a PDA in this context?
63. how do you feel about sex: enjoyable
64. how do you feel about president bush: suport him. He made choice even though it wasnt popular in the country and i feel he made the right choice. Some of the things he talked about doing like banning gay marriage would of sent me over the end and i would of left the country if he actually altered the constitution
65. how do you feel about birth control: Rocks. Now all they have to do is figure out how to keep females from gaining weight on it which i my major problem with it.
66. how do you feel about abusive relationships: Been there and kicked the shit out of the guy. Revenge is sweet
67. how do you feel about the internet: Since i am on it all the freakin time i would say i think positively towards it
68. how do you feel about your family: My family Rocks! People have told me this and i would have to agree
69. how do you feel about your friends: Love them dearly and miss the ones who I dont live around
70. how do you feel about abortion: I think some people use it as their main birth control and that is wrong. Mostly I think it should not be used unless their are serious circumstances.
71. do you like jelly beans: Jelly Bellies kick ass
72. do you like it when it rains: I love the rain as long as i dont have to drive in it
73. do you like to drive: very much
74. do you like to eat out: yes and i do it as much as i can
75. do you like being home: yes
76. do you like the people (or animals) you live with: I love all
78. do you like Microsoft: Just because they took over the world doesnt mean they are all bad ;)
79. do you like your name: yeah except when people pronounce it in Spanish. Come on people, my last name screams Polish, do you think i have a Spanish first name?
80. do you like the person you ganked this from: Love him for so many reasons!
82. worst feeling in the world: lonelyness or issolation
83. worst color combination: Red and Green. it screams christmas and is horrible when it is not christmas time
84. worst color: pink
85. worst taste to burp: reflux
86. worst thing about people: betrayal of trust and backstabbing
88. worst element on the periodic table: i am suppose to remember the periodic table?
89. worst disease / infection to get: Cancer.
90. worst position to sleep in: how ever i sleep when i get kinks in my neck and back
91. you are: hyper
92. you are: spicy (for those who dont know, it is from a comercial by burger king)
93: you are: bored
94. you are: pissed off at my contacts for itching
95. you are: wanting to beat Kevin at Darts tonight
96. you are: hoping to make Lori a new female friend
97. you are: hoping to finish the books for class before the test
98. you are: wondering why there is never anything good on TV
99. you are: superwoman
100.you are: hoping it doesnt rain tonight

I am not: male
I love: almost everyone
I hate: my ex for being a bastard, his girlfriend for sleeping with him when she knew about me and for being stupid enough to stay with him, and this kid in NJ for being really annoying and puking in my car like a prat
I fear: not finding someone who loves me
I hope: the Frogs will stop playing shitty football
I hear: music
I crave: nothing at the moment
I regret: staying with Nick for so long
I cry: when i become overhelmed
I care: about my friends
I always: do what needs to be done
I believe: things will work out with Kevin even if we just stay friends
I feel alone: often
I listen: to what people are truely saying
I hide: my flaws
I drive: a Toyota Avalon or Ford Mustang
I sing: when ever a good song comes on the radio
I dance: when i get drunk. i cant stop it
I write: fanfic
I play: video games
I miss: all my friends in NJ
I search: for my love
I learn: nothing in class
I feel: tired
I know: I shouldn't be so hard on myself
I say: bonk
I succeed: in the long run
I dream: really crazy shit that wakes me up and then i cant go back to sleep
I wonder: if my life will turn out alright
I want: to go out tonight and have a blast
I have: a major midterm on thurs
I give: anything my friends need
I fight: only when absolutely necessary
I need: to get my homework done

*5 things you are wearing*
1. Tshirt
2. Jeans
3. socks
4. underwear
5. a bra

*5 things you can see*
1. my computer
2. my ashtray
3. TV
4. soda can
5. bookshelf

*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. turkey cheddar melt at Ihop
2. ok i know it is sad but that is all i have eaten in the past 24 hours
3.
4.
5.

*5 things you did so far today*
1. went to SF class
2. went to bowling
3. filled up my car
4. went to lunch and studied
5. came home