Current mood:

confused

The night we are all waiting for
I know that i havent written in awhile but things have been a little hetic around here. so many things going on, i am surprised i have kept afloat. Since i paid for a membership on this site i am thinking that i should start using it again for no other reason but to have a place to vent and keep sain. I will not do that right now since i dont have that much time but in the near future some of you may hear things that you do not like. more on that later.

So here we are, the last hours of suspense until we get a chance to find out who the Half Blooded Prince really is. I never reserved a copy of the book because i didnt know where i was going to be when it came out. well stupid me since i am sitting on my ass in front of my computer in Fort Worth. One piece of good news is that my university book store is having a midnight party so hopefully i can pick up a copy there tonight. i think i will be the only idiot sitting in a bar tonight reading HP. i cant wait to see some peoples faces... hehe. i am going to head to the bookstore when i drop drew off at the bar to make sure they have some copies available. it is a short walk from the bar but i dont want to get my hopes up and then just crash. I have to say that i am jealous of those who already have their books because of the time difference. i hope you are all happy with yourselves reading before we even get a chance to pick up the book ;)

Well right now the delima of my life is if i will ever be happy. i know i have made some good and bad choices in my life and i dont regret any of them but i have come to a point where i ask if a choice i know to be good will end up making life difficult in the long run. I know life isnt suppose to be easy but what if something you choose made it more difficult then it is meant to be. that is what i have been comtiplating for the past couple days. i dont know how i keep getting myself into messes but i seem to be a magntic for them. i guess it goes hand and hand for always falling for the bad boys... hehe. I cant go into detail right now because of roaming eyes but i am sure i will post again tonight and explain.

I miss you all and i am sorry for my absence. i will do my best never to have this long of a period go by again.

HAPPY HARRY POTTER DAY!