well i am back after finishing HBP. I actually finished it on sunday but i think i made damn good time. I didnt start it until 1:30 Friday night and i still went to the bar on Saturday so i would say it took me approx 20 hours to read. not bad at all. i recieved a few awhs and shocked looks when friends saw how far i was into the book and i think Drew was a little upset because i didnt spend enough time playing Diablo with him but he soon got over that.

Now i am going to discuss how i felt about the book so if you havent finished yet turn back now!!! do NOT scroll down...







Can you say holy shit. i was not expecting this type of twist in the book. We knew the war was begining but i was not expecting Snape to actually turn on the Order and in such a horrible way. Think of the Irony here. He murdered the one person who had enough faith in him to take him under his wing and keep him safe. This makes you think back to book 4 when Voldy was talking about the 3 death eaters who were missing. Was Crouch really the loyal servant at Hogwarts that Voldemort was talking about?

Now that the biggest shocker in my opinion is out of the way it is time for the rest of the excitement of the book. I know a lot of shippers that are upset right now. i think it was a smart move to have Harry and Ginny hook up. I read a comment that someone said and totally agreed, Harry is pretty much a Weasley already, why not make it official. I do believe that they will get back together if they both survive book 7 and make cute little red headed, green eyed babies.

When i read that Fleur and Bill were getting married i laughed because of all of the shippers who were so die hard on that fact. I personally thought it was far fetched but JKR surprised us again. I do like the fact that JK made Fleur stick around after the incident. I truely thought she would be half way back to France when she found out how badly Bill was hurt.

So how about Draco??? He did mostly what he was told to do. he arranged for the death eaters to get into the castle and cornered Dumbledore but that hesitation gives me hope that my jail bait crush is still redemable. JK showed that Draco still does have restraint. I still have some hope that he will turn to the side of the order but that could just be my lust talking...hehe.

Alright, i know i didnt talk about everything that deserves to be talked about but someone is killing demons in diablo and needs my help... Have fun everyone and remember Cederic!!!!

I know that i havent written in awhile but things have been a little hetic around here. so many things going on, i am surprised i have kept afloat. Since i paid for a membership on this site i am thinking that i should start using it again for no other reason but to have a place to vent and keep sain. I will not do that right now since i dont have that much time but in the near future some of you may hear things that you do not like. more on that later.

So here we are, the last hours of suspense until we get a chance to find out who the Half Blooded Prince really is. I never reserved a copy of the book because i didnt know where i was going to be when it came out. well stupid me since i am sitting on my ass in front of my computer in Fort Worth. One piece of good news is that my university book store is having a midnight party so hopefully i can pick up a copy there tonight. i think i will be the only idiot sitting in a bar tonight reading HP. i cant wait to see some peoples faces... hehe. i am going to head to the bookstore when i drop drew off at the bar to make sure they have some copies available. it is a short walk from the bar but i dont want to get my hopes up and then just crash. I have to say that i am jealous of those who already have their books because of the time difference. i hope you are all happy with yourselves reading before we even get a chance to pick up the book ;)

Well right now the delima of my life is if i will ever be happy. i know i have made some good and bad choices in my life and i dont regret any of them but i have come to a point where i ask if a choice i know to be good will end up making life difficult in the long run. I know life isnt suppose to be easy but what if something you choose made it more difficult then it is meant to be. that is what i have been comtiplating for the past couple days. i dont know how i keep getting myself into messes but i seem to be a magntic for them. i guess it goes hand and hand for always falling for the bad boys... hehe. I cant go into detail right now because of roaming eyes but i am sure i will post again tonight and explain.

I miss you all and i am sorry for my absence. i will do my best never to have this long of a period go by again.

HAPPY HARRY POTTER DAY!

well i made it back from New Orleans in one piece. well i dont know if you can really say one piece since my face is pretty much burnt to a crisp and has started peeling. Drew thinks it is funny to point out the odd pattern that my face decided to burn in. Since the sun was blocked by the buildings only one side of my face was burned. i joke around that i am pretending to be the phantom of the opera but instead of a white mask i have bright red blotches and dry skin. once i get the pictures developed i am sure yall will be able to see what i am talking about.

I had a lot of firsts over the weekend. Not only was my first time in Louisiana and New Orleans but i was able to expierence a lot of things. I had Crawfish for the first time. For those who dont know crawfish are a little lobster looking things that live in the mud and in creeks. They are a common cajan entree. You boil them with potatos, onions, mushrooms, corn, and spices and they are just to die for. I loved them. I was watching Jeremy (the guy whose house we stayed at) cooking them so i could do it again some time. i wont have all the crazy stuff they had to cook them but i think i can figure something out. I mean they had propaine burners and a pot that had to of held 20 or 30 gallons. it was nuts.

after dinner, a bunch of us went down to burbon street. i am sure most of you know what that is but for those who dont i will explain. Burbon street is the tourist place to go during mardi gras. it is nothing but bars, clubs, and shops. basicly you go down there to get drunk, try to cox females to show their goods, and look at all the people who are on the balconies doing the same exact thing. It was so crowded down there it was nutty. I had a few lude things done to me but it wasnt a big deal. i caught a decent amount of beads just on burbon and i didnt even flash anyone. thats right fellas, my shirt stayed on to the disapointment of a few. we didnt leave burbon til around 3:30 am and let me tell you, i was piss drunk. i had to lay my head on the door of the car i was in on the way home and close my eyes just to keep from throwing up.

Saturday we did nothing but parades. Drew has been telling me about the parades for weeks and they were even better then he had decribed them. there just arent words for them. the floats were so gorgeously created. I can see why there are people in this world that do nothing but design and build these floats and make rediculous money doing it. The night parade was some what of a disapointment though. Not really the parade its self but the fact that it was fucking freezing outside. i couldnt concentrate on anything other then the fact that i was shivering so bad. we watched some of the parade and then it just stopped coming. we knew that it couldnt of been over yet. We all decided that we were just going to go back to the house since all of us were exhusted and just plain cold.

I really had a blast and i would do it again. i may fly down next time though cause even though the drive was only 8 hours, that was a long freakin time in a car with 5 other people. If any of ya want to hear the more risque stories that i dont feel comfortable posting on here, you know how to get a hold of me...

love yall

I know it has been awhile but i thought this was an important time to update since i am going to be disapearing for the weekend. Thats right, Jaime is going to the biggest party in america. I am off to New Orleans to get drunk with the best of them. I know some people are going to be wondering where the hell i have run off too so in case i dont talk to certain people (you know who you are)i wanted to make sure you knew where i was so you didnt get all mother goose on me. I am heading down to N.O. tomorrow night with Drew, Marcos, and a bunch of other people. Drew was able to talk me into running away for the weekend for the hell of it. i hope i dont regret this when i get back. Dont worry everyone i will have plenty of pictures and i will even try to keep them clean but i cant promise anything.

I promise to be a good godd. you all know that i am not one to show off my body so there is no worries of finding me plastered all over the internet. if you do find pictures please let me know cause i can promise you that it isnt my body. I really should be getting some sleep right now but you all know me, if it is dark out i am not oing to be sleeping. Right now i am watching Road house with Drew. I cant believe i have never seen this movie.

Thanks for the help on my story Nathan. you always bail me out of my gramical mock ups. I will try to send you the other story when i am done with it. i am going to be working on it the whole time we are driving there and back. I am actually thinking about starting to work on it again right now. it is only 5 am... i can always sleep later. Till next time, have fun everyone and i will catch ya'll up with the funness later.

hello hello everyone. i have popped in to post some pictures that i just got developed. i have had a few requests for newer pictures so here yall go...

 

( this way to the land of pictures )

Well the day has come and for me it has gone. My brother and sis in law have to work on christmas so we held our family celebration this afternoon. Dad made Laszana and it kicked ass as usual. Most of the presents that i got were for the house but i love them all. I got a swiffer wet which i needed bad cause my mop sucks, a counter top grill to make cooking a little easier, some more pots and an electric toothbrush. Now i wont have to drive to my parents to feel like i have brushed my teeth properly. From my Zalinski secret santa who was Mandy (i am mad at you for the huge run around you gave me about janelle knowing who had my name) and she just rocks. She got me a couple of movies that i have been wanting and a couple of books i didnt expect. She got me Angels and Demons by Dan Brown which i have been thinking about reading and the funniest gift i got was the book 'Hes just not that into you.' I just started laughing my ass off when i saw she got it for me. basicly (for those who dont know) the book has just about ever excuse females come up with to explain guys behavoir and the author who is male tells you what they are really thinking and how they would act if he was really into you. As many of you know, i really did need this book...hehe. So as you can see I did have a nice christmas.

I know it has been a while since i have updated so this my take a while. I am now working at a local italian place for some extra spending money. It is a nice place but the owner can get on my nerves. he isnt always the nicest person in the world but that is just the temperment of the italian culture. It is keeping me busy during the day a few days a week which i really need and i have some pocket change to go out at nights. I am enjoying myself.

Lori and i have been keeping busy during the nights also. We have been visiting the pub on a regular basis still and loving every minute of it. I have started to play pool a lot more also. I have myself an excellent teach who happens to be gorgeous. more about him later though. i have been doing ok but i still have a lot to learn. Atleast i am enjoying myself while i am learning. Lori and i were joking around about how we are going to be lost for the 3 days that the pub is closed. she is in houston til sunday so i am pretty much on my own til then. lucky for me i already have plans for sat night. i hope they go through.

The past few days i have been running rampid and that is why i am so tired. Tuesday night i stayed up til around 6:30 am. A bunch a people came over to my house where we had a little after party. The others did there own thing while Andrew (the guy who is going to teach me the proper way to play pool) and I played dominoes. around 5:30 a few of us went to IHop for some late drunken breakfast. Then on Weds after the pub i went over to Andrews house where we watched Napolean Dynamite and the family guy. i didnt get to sleep til about 5 that night. Thursday the night started at the pub again and Andrew's brother was having an after party at their house so even though i knew i should go home i went over there anyway. the night ended when we fell asleep watching more family guy. I am assuming you are seeing the pattern here and i am really excited that their is a pattern. He is in east texas for christmas and is coming home saturday night. He said we are going to play dominoes since everything is going to be closed. Ok i will admit it, i just wanted to spend some more time with him but i do love playing bones. we will see if he calls me when he gets back into fort worth. i have a good feeling that he will and i am trying not to let my insecurities with men cloud that feeling.

i think that is it for now. i am sure i am forgetting something that i will remember in the morning. til then i hope everyone enjoys their christmas and gets everything they wanted this year a long with some good family relations.

One final tomorrow and then i am done for the semester. that is a nice feeling. I am actually looking forward to my hardest final just because it will be my last. i dont think it will be as bad as i am saying but that is because i have read all the books and studied for it. At 2 pm tomorrow i will be able to breath easy and not worry about if i have to finish a book by a certain day or get a project in on time. Too bad it is going to start back up in a month.

Well lets see what i have to update my faithful readers on... I have a job! Imagine that. I havent worked the past year and a half on the request of my father. basicly he would of cut me off if i went to work so i kinda listened to him. well i have a month off and absolutely no money so i thought it was time to get out and make some cash. I am working at a local resturaunt part time so i will be able to keep the job when the semester starts up again. I have worked one day so far and i like it. the people are nice and the work isnt that hard. It is actually leanient compared to other resturaunts i have worked in. I asked one of the other waiters the other day what side work we had to do at the end of the night and he just looked at me like i had three heads. They barely do anything to end the day. it is crazy... i think i will end up being bored if i work the dinner shift cause i will run out of things to do. The funny thing is i worked for one shift and already have been asked out. I am not going to go out with the guy because it is not smart to date co workers... ok i am using that as an excuse cause i dont want to go out with the guy...hehe. There is one person there i would consider going out with but we will see. it still isnt a good idea though.

I work the dinner shift tomorrow and i knwo it is going to be hell already for one reason. My boss asked me to come in because they have two reservations, 1 for 50 people and 1 for 10 people with in 45 minutes of each other. I really dont like large parties but they are good money so i cant complain. it should be interesting though.

other then all that things have been pretty low key around here. I have been studying and that is pretty much it. sounds exciting huh. Ii did pick up a few books that i have wanted. I am happy aobut it. i also picked up a copy of Dune on Nathan's recomindation. I hope to start it before the start of the next term since it is number 5 or 6 in my list of books to read over the break.

Well i am off to stufy some more for my test tomorrow. i can never be over prepared for a test.

I am here to prove that i am not dead! Sorry for the long absence but between end of the semester and my DSL problems the internet has been a dream that i havent been able to reach for awhile. I have a lot to update on so this may be a very long entry.

Well lets start with the obvious... I have internet now. I love the fact that my dad is a techno weenie cause he was able to kick my ISP into gear so they would fix my connection. I now have the bandwith that i am paying for and i am very happy about it. Too bad i didnt have it last weekend when i needed it to study for my astonomy test but i will discuss that later.

Alright, time to tell the story that is known as my 24th birthday. It was a mild thurs night when all goolittle children should of been sleeping... of course i am not one of those children. I went out with Lori and others to celebrate what would turn into my birthday at midnight. I started out slow with a shot here and a shot there thanks to my friends who wanted to make fun of me for being old (mainly Kenny who said congrats for turning 54). The trouble started when Lori suggested a drink named after a popular drug of the 70's. I ordered one, saw that it was blue, and thought 'no problem'. Well i was wrong. After 2 1/2 Qualuids (no surprise i cant spell)and 4 or 5 shots I could barely piece together a recognizable sentence. I was really surprised when Kevin, Rich, and Natalie (Kevin's addorable girlfriend) showed up. I was really happy he came. It did mean a lot to me. Too bad he was only there for about 30 minutes before shitith it the fanith. All i remember is talking to someone and having the urge to puke. I ran to the guys room since someone is always in the ladies room. Oh yeah, i was hugging the toliet in a dirty guys bathroom. for some reason i dont think i really cared at that moment though. I heard later on that a few guys i know where guarding the door so no one when in there while i was removing dinner from my stomach. I also heard that my friend Landon was taking care of me before he and Lori put me in my truck and had Brad take me home. That was at 12:45. nothing like getting sick 45 minutes into my birthday. Brad was a total sweetheart. he basicly put me to bed, making sure i had a glass of water, towel and garbage can next to me.

Now on to Friday. It is easy to say that i definetly had a hangover the next day. The worst part is i had a presentation at 11 that i was barely concious for. I still dont know what my grade is for that but my professor is suppose to post them some time today. I watched movies most of the day and was about to fall asleep when around 12:30 Shawn called telling me to get my ass to the pub. I threw on some decent clothes and ran over there. I have never seen this place so crowded. I actually wanted to leave because there was so many people. you couldnt freakin move in the place.

Saturday was pretty normal. we went to the pub, shot darts and drank. I didnt let myself get drunk this time. I went to an after party at my friend Ken's house and that was interesting. We played this drinking game where someone asked a "whose more likely..." question and we had to vote who we thought it was. Let me tell you, i learned a lot about my friends and aquantances.

Nothing really happened on sunday. Monday i took my astronomy test and knew i bombed it. i had only finished half of my study guide which was not good. I just want this semester to be over with. I have one more test tonight then i am done for the week. I only have 2 finals next week. things arent going to be as bad as it of been.

Oh i cant believe i almost forgot. i have to thank a special someone! Nathan, you fucking rock. The bubblewrap rocks, the card rocks, and the book more then just rocks! I read some more of it last night and i can tell this is going to be one of my favorite books when i am done. nice choice my friend. I actually had to force myself to put it down so i could get a decent amount of sleep last night. Thank you so much sweetie!!!

Yesterday was pretty exciting. I was given a target gift card from the relator who was involved in the purchase of the house. I thought it was the coolest thing a person could do for me. i was so stoked. So i immediately called Lori and told her that we were going to play at Target. We walked around and looked at a bunch of stuff but ended up getting a 3 foot christmas tree and decorations, a couple bath floor matts for the front bathroom since the shower in there loves to pee all over the freakin floor, and a frame for a really cool picture that lori took of downtown. I am really liking how the house is turning out now with a few personal touches. Brad gave me a couple of his pictures to hang up. I know where we are going to put them so all i need to do is wait for my dad to bring over the wall anchors so we can put them up.

Lori and I went to Billy Bob's last night to see Joe Nichols and dance. We never made it to the dance floor but it was still fun. The atmosphere in that place is great. I love just going to listen to music and people watch. Lori ended up meeting a friend there so we also had good company. We left around midnight and i was alittle tipsy by then. I dont know why i got drunk so easily but it happened. I had one beer when we got the pub and all i could think about was my bed. Lori was nice enough to leave the pub for a few minutes to take me home. my drinking affects are so odd. I wish i could stay one way so i could know how much i can drink and still be ok but every time we go out it changes.

Today has been pretty slow. I woke up around noon and the hangover stayed around till about 5 pm. I hung around the house til about 2 when lori picked me up so i could get my truck from her place. after that i went over to the school so i could work on the pesky template for my web class. I finally have that done and over with. Unfortuantly i still have those 2 papers hanging over my head. I know i will finish the first one today and i will probably get most of the second one done (hopefully). I would like nothing better then to get those out of the way so i can enjoy my short week of school.

well that pretty much wrapped up my weekend. it was fun at the same time as tiring. Hopefully i will be able to get to bed at a decent time tonight so i wont be all groggy tomorrow.

well hello hello! Ues i am still alive but barely. I have been MIA because the power at my house was turned off for almost a week during the transfer period between accounts. Let me tell you, it sucked. I ended up staying at Lori's place for a couple days so i didnt have to drive back and forth from Grand Prairie again. Lori just rocks as a friend. she is so giving and loving i dont know how i survived without her in my life before. I am back in the house (as you can tell since i am on my computer) and things are pretty much where they need to be. The only thing i am missing right now is my computer desk and a piece of my bedroom furniture. It has been nothing but rain this week and it is most likely going to continue raining next week so it may be a bit til i get those things over here. Brad is moved in and i couldnt think of a better roommate to have. He is cool, willing to comprimise on just about everything, and keeps offering a bunch of his stuff for the main room. I have never seen a guy with so many cool pictures. We keep joking around about how it seems the entire interior of the house is pink and he actually said that it is growing on him. If he actually starts to like the pink walls, i am going to start wondering about his taste in colors... hehe. The only possible problem with us being roommates is he is finatical about a clean kitchen and as many of you know, i am a freakin pig. I am doing my best to keep everything in tip top condition and i am actually doing a really good job so far. lets see if i can keep it up.

I set up tv and internet today but unfortuantly because of thanksgiving it wont be set up til the 1st and 2nd of Dec. I can deal with my 2 fuzzy chanels and stolen internet til then i think. That is pretty much everything with the house that has been going on. It is nice to sleep in my own bed and be able to roll out of it and get to class in 15 minutes if i have too. Since it has been raining like crazy, i havent gotten the chance to walk to school but i am hoping that i will be able to soon. I only 3 classes this week. I have a normal monday and only one class on tues, but then i am done for the week. I like teachers who cancell class the weds. before thanksgiving. it makes things real nice.

thanksgiving is not going to be the casual relaxing holiday that it normally is. My dad has invited pretty much all of his family who lives east of the Rockies. My great uncle David Leo is coming down from Alabama to visit his son and grandchildren who live like 40 minutes from my parents so my dad told them all to come over to Grand Prairie for thanksgiving. my mom freaked out a little about that but when i told her i would stay over there on weds and help her cook on thurs she relaxed a little. but then we find out that my aunt Theressa is driving from Arkansas to see her brother David Leo. Yep you heard that right, crazy aunt Theressa will be in Texas for thanksgiving!(meant for my cousins). That sent mom over the edge. Now my aunt is saying she has to make her special dishes. I am the cook on thanksgiving and even though i dont live in that house anymore that is still my kitchen. i am not going to let that crazy bat push me or my mother out of it. I know mom is going to give in to try and keep the peace but fuck that. i am standing my ground. My mom says that my aunt is a Ruloph so she is stubern but i came back with I am a zalinski, we are not only stubbern but bitchy and voiceterous at the same time. I do not give up my ground! so yeah, this should be a fun weekend coming up.

lets see, what else is there. Umm... well my bday is less then 2 weeks away and it isnt the exciting 'OMG i am turning so and so.' it is just another day. I think that is mostly because i know i am not going to get something from my parents. i mean hell, they freakin just bought a house for me to live in. i think that is a decent present in its self.

Nathan: I do have Full metal jacket on DVD. thanks for thinking of one of my favorite movies though. i know i am psycho for loving that wacked out movie but what can i say, i love the marine corp.

I probably have more to say but i have to get going to do some things before we go out tonight. i am sure i will have a story or two to tell yall since i am going country dancing tonight. that is just funny in its self.

 

 

Today is the day that i post a recent picture *gasp from the crowd* I know I know, this is a great moment in my live journal history. Please keep the cheering and claping to a mininum. we wouldnt want to disturb the neighbors.

Now this first piece of evidence is from the girls night of bar hopping. This is Lisa on the right and me on the left (in case some of you forgot what i look like... hehe). i think i was on the verge of blinking so that will explain the odd eye position thing that is freaking me out right now. I swear i wasnt drunk yet even though that is what it looks like. I also curled all of my hair that night and it looks weird in that picture. just my luck that Lori gets camera happy when my hair is doing weird things against my will. 

Now this happy couple will be the one and only Lori and Scott. Arent they cute! *collecting "Aww"* I think scott was about to blink too. I also want to say, no matter what Lori says about the hassle of straightening her hair, I think it looks absolutely addorable! I want your hair girl!

 

Ok on to the excitement known as my life. Lori came over tonight and helped me pack up the pig sty aka my bedroom. I never knew i had so many damn clothes. I am always complaining that i have nothing to wear but i filled 3 big boxes of clothes today and i am leaving some things in my closet here. hell i didnt pack a bunch of stuff that i may wear over the next couple of days either. I also filled up a big box of nothing but shoes and hats! I brag about only having a few pairs of shoes... oh, no more. i packed like 15 to 20 pairs tonight, most of them i had forgotten about. I have a feeling i will be sporting some of those long lost shoes out more often now that i know i have them.

I just went through like 6 moods on here looking for one that i thought fit me. the funny thing is that all of them use the same exact little blue dude. I guess i cant get away from that face tonight. I also am a little pissed at my self. Gyrph just signed off so it looks like i am going to miss him tonight. I was waiting to finish writing this so i could say 'hey, go look at my LJ' and surprise him but it looks like i took too long. Sorry hun!

Ok boys and girls... here are two surveys i have stolen from Gryph who stole them from someone else. It is such a wicked world with everyone stealing
( Would you? This is one that you answer )
( 90's flashback This is one I answer )

Ok now i am done with the fun and games so i will give a little update... school sucks! Even though i am done with test week i am still having a crazy week. i have two papers due in less then two weeks and i havent even gotten through all the required reading for them. so that is what i have been concentrating on lately. On top of that reading I have a good size novel to read for the the same class due around the same date. oh that is going to be fun. I presented my last speech today and i am so happy that i am done with that. now i only have one test left for that class and i am done. I am also done with Lab for astronomy so that will open up 2 hours on weds to finish things up. other then crazy school stuff, i am moving this weekend. thats right, i will sleep in my own bed on saturday within the city limits of Fort worth. i am so freakin excited. Lori is just as excited... she is so cute. On sunday I am going to cook dinner for Lori, Scott, Jose, and Andrew so that will be fun. Lori says she wants to help so the two of us in one kitchen may end up being an interesting experience.

I know i promised someone recent pictures of me and i promise to post them as soon as Lori sends them too me. I also have some funny ones to show everyone once i develop the disposiable camera from holloween. Trust me there is nothing funnier the my friend Chris in Lori's High School cheerleading oufit. Hopefully i will get through that roll of film soon so i can show ya'll. Well it is getting really late and i need to get up for class in the morning so i hope everyone is having a great night/day!

Today wasnt the greatest day but it could of been a lot worse. I sayed at Lori's last night. Damn her couch is comfy. When i woke up she was cooking scott and I breakfast. Now that is a hostess with the mostess. we went to our 12:30 classes and decided to drive over to the hut for a couple daquari slushies. nothing like alcoholic drinks that look like a kiddie drink.

We went to bowling and won today. i did pretty well actually, bowling like 30 over my average. i prefer to say that i finely bowled what i should have been this whole time but we will see how i do on tues. I found out something in class that pretty much turned my day to crap but i dont feel like talking about it so there...hehe.

Tomorrow i plan on going out and just having fun. I am sure lori will have no problem with that so it should all be gravy. I really dont have much else to say tonight. what can i say, my life is not that exciting.

( survey this way )

I just found more avatars then i would ever be able to show yall. I love these damn addicting pictures. I have done nothing but study today so i needed a break, and what better then hunting down funny little pictures. i will admit that i got a paid account so i could house more avatars. i am such a loser!

It has been a rainy crappy day. I went to classes and that didnt even bring my spirits up. Lori tried but she was in a down mood too. the one thing that keeps me happy is the fact that i am moving very very soon. I really cant wait but i am not looking forward to packing all my crap so i can luge it to the house in fort worth. that is going to be a pain in the ass. finding more roommates til lori can move in will be a pain too. i am trying but it isnt working too well right now.

I have the election updates on right now but it is too close to tell yet. i just want to know who is the prez so they can return to regular shows.

i am so tired. i think i am going to play around with the LJ format and then call it a night. yeah, that sounds really good.

OH... boys suck alittle but they all knew that already... hehe

Well i have done it. i have found the answers to most of my astronomy study guide questions. i am missing 9 out of 64 so that is not bad at all. With my luck those 9 questions will probably be the test so i am crossing my fingers. I am going to get up early and head to Ihop in the morning to have a nice breakfast and study some more. Hmm... eggs and bacon. I think that will be the highlight of my day but what can beat eggs and bacon, 'Sirius'ly? (come on, i know a few of you liked that).

Now it is on to reading the current book for Sci Fi. I am still hoping to get to bed before one. i dont know if i am going to make it. All i can think about right now is that i could be at a holloween party but i am not. damn school always getting in the way of things.

I had an important conversation with gryph tonight. I hope everything is better now sweetie even though i was trying to do 5 things at once. As soon as life calms down alittle we will have a more detailed conversation about what is going on. Luv Ya hun.

I found out that lori enjoys my rambling. *waves to lori* too bad i dont have anything really exciting to say tonight. Sorry for leaving you alone tonight but we can always pick up a game of darts later this week. and no matter what Jeff says, cheerleader is way cooler then nicole richie.

ok i going to stop wasting valuable time and start reading.

Oh the joy of holloween weekend. It gives us the oppertunity to dress up like a fool and not be reticuled by our peer (since they look just as foolish). I know of a party every night this weekend. too bad i wont be able to go to any of them though since i have an astronomy test on monday.

I did go out last night after studying during the afternoon. it was definately an interesting night. I met up with lori and scott at the pub and polished off a few pitchers while shooting darts. I won twice which surprised me greatly. It was just fun. I managed a little flirting between games with a guy who i have seen around campus a lot lately. I didnt give him my number but it will be interesting to see where it goes since i do see him all the time.

After the pub closed I headed over to the FIGI costume party. I wasnt really wearing a costume but since i was showing some leg I dont think they minded. The party was fun and almost everyone there was as drunk as me. I ended up walking to kenny's house and staying over there. I could barely walk without assistance let alone drive so i definately made the right decision there.

Now i am left with a weekend of nothing but studying. I am not looking forward to it but it must be done. Gryph said that i was stressing over these tests too much but i dont think that i am stressing at all. i just have to make sure that i am ready for the tests. Dont worry about me hun, I just know what i have to do. i am not stressing, only trying to be prepared.

Damn! School has been kicking my ass. I feel like i havent been online for days. Oh wait, thats because i havent. This week has been pretty busy but normal at the same time. I have had a lot of things to do for school and that is about it. The thing that is driving me nuts is the number of tests that are coming up in the near future starting tomorrow. i have been studying for it but i decided to fall asleep early tonight so since i was so tired. You can tell how well that worked. I just woke up because i am getting those nasty dreams again. This time it hit reality though because Kevin was in it. I think it scared me awake. at least it is only 10:30 so i could still go to sleep at a normal hour. that would be nice since i do have a lot to do tomorrow for classes.

I am so tired right now and it is only the afternoon. I have been running non stop on little sleep the past few days. I went out with Lori and few others on weds night after my night class. it was a normal night at the bar pretty much.I ended up taking way too many shots and getting really drunk. I know, i know, bad me but it was fun until i had to wake up for class on thurs and take a quiz. When i was about to leave Kevin's house (that is where i ended up crashing) he told me to turn off his alarm. He says that he did make it to class but i am having a hard time believing him since he was passed out when i left.

I walked into class and one of the guys who sits near me asked me what was wrong. i simply told him that i had just woken up, i had a hangover and i didnt want to be there. i think he understood... hehe. Lori wasnt doing much better then me. Let me just say that it was an interesting day at bowling. atleast our bowling didnt suffer from the throbing pain that was rushing through our heads.

I went home after bowling to shower and change clothes and headed back to Fort Worth to watch the Astros game. It ended up being Lori, Jared, Dan and I watching the game. The damn Astros lost which really sucked but we will live. We played a little shuffleboard (that game rocks no matter what you say) and then we went to the pub where i met up with Kevin, Ben, and Cortez. A pitcher later the bar was closing down. Ben had this great idea to go harrass the FIGI pledges so i went along with them. they ended up egging the pledges but it didnt exactly go the way ben had planned. the damage on our side was Kevin's car getting egged in retaliation and Ben's cell phone being destroyed when an egg broke in his pocket. we washed kevin's car but there was no hope for the phone.

I stayed over Kevin's again since it was 3 am before we got back from the night of mischif. Plus kevin wanted me there to make sure he got up for class in the morning since our classes both started at 11. he was not happy when i told him to get his ass out of bed but some how we both dragged our hung over butts to class. Now i am about to fall asleep and i think i am going to give in. I would love nothing more then a nap right now. I dont know if anything is going on tonight but it will take a lot to get me out of the house tonight. I am probably going to stay in tonight and start packing things that i dont need for the next 3 weeks. But who knows what i will actually do if someone calls.

Ok i am off to catch up on that much needed sleep.

Since it is almost 2 am and i am dead tire this will probably be a quick entry. Thinking about it though, i never write briefly so who knows...

life has been alittle crazy lately. school has riped me a new one lately with so many things coming close to the due dates. I had to write another part of the proposal for web. it wasnt really an assignment my team could write seperate parts to and then paste it all together and our schedules dont really miggle very well so i just wrote the whole thing myself. it wasnt really a big deal. well unless you take into account i completely forgot about it til right now. i already wrote it all up but i was going to have my dad read over it. looks like it wont be proof read by someone who has grammer skills...hehe.

I waited to the last minute once again for my sci fi class. i missed one quiz so there is no way i can not read this book. i need all the good grades on quizes i can get to keep my grade up. I got my midterm for sci fi back today and i was not happy at all for a few reasons. Once again my grammer and spelling killed me. if the test questions were take home essays i would have rocked that test but no, he has to use in class essays were i normally bomb. I would of done so much better if i was even allowed to use my laptop for the test instead of pen and paper. i hate not being able to change words or where sentences are. my mind jumps around so much when i am writing that i need to be able to alter some of the things i write. that is just the way i work. over all i got a C+ or a 79 out of 100. this is the other thing that made me upset. if i hadnt messed up on one simple fact i would of gotten a B! i hate when i do that.

I have to give a speech tomorrow night which is a little nerve racking. i have one under my belt and i feel pretty confident for this one. after i do this one i will only have one more to go and i am home free. how is that for positive thinking... hehe. after i give my speech i am supose to go out with Lori to some place near her apartment. i dont know if i am going to be able to though. i have to make sure that i finish that book before i can think about going out.

well it is completely official, i am moving to Fort Worth on or around Nov 15th. Since that is a monday, it would be pretty hard to move in on that day but i am going to try my hardest to be in the house as soon as humanly possible. the nice thing about that date is i can be moved in and settled by finals. the thought of living near campus during finals is bliss. i wont have to think twice about staying up til the late hours in the library cause i dont know if i could take the drive home. this is going to be great.

Like i said, i dont think i can right a short entry... good night all